Sunday, May 29, 2005

today...i woke up really early...with truckloads of doubt but yet the faith of a mustard seed but amidst all the anxiety...keith tan showed up...waiting half an hr while try to fool matthew tang althou my partners in crime were too nice ppl to pull it off...i was standing...talking to sean hu was doing the traffic...clock ticking...patience wearing thin...haha...to be honest...i could hav strangled him but i was just happy tht he turned up....but i missed all the praise songs...walao...lol...but it was good....cus when one gets saved...the whole kingdom rejoices....yep...n he is coming back for more...its been so long since someone came n got stuck...1st one i invited for a trial came with a closed heart....i tink after tht he took at one way ticket home....den the other was on loan from wesley methodist n finally....the brother of mr closed heart....came for the trial...paid the transfer fee n now its just the medical...Amen!

i realli felt the Holy Spirit...it was so strong n stuff...i realli like to thank God...even thou like this whole week i have like backslided alot...i like to thank him cus...i move away but he is still there....i just felt it so strongly today...i m just so touched by it all...heh...i dun care wad ppl will say...i m running after u....

they want to call me class chaplain its ok u noe...its narrow minded ppl like them tht think its an insult to me...we r called to go into the market place n reach out to ppl...they live in this narrow perception tht only pastors can reach out n tht if u reach out n ur not a pastor...ur a weirdo...oh wells...let them persectute all they want...u just get annoyed at their immaturity...thts all...half an hr later u get over it n their still bothered...u do wad ur called to do....i just pray tht one day they shall change too....the fire so warm shall melt their hardened hearts...narrow mindedness n legalism is the bad thing....ppl see their flaws n try to change....even if they cant change their flaws...they can see their flaws...can u? if u read this n u think i m writing bullshit den ur one of them...think about it...anyway...all those hu take O level mother tongue along with me tml....God bless u with the best results...n for the rest Happy Holidays!

|cowpoo| 2:49 PM|

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